SMILE ^ ^

2010-04-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

DANCE FOR FUN COMPETITION .. !!!! ^^...

UNWELL
AHHHHh, have been real sick for the past two days. but i still enjoyed myself during the dance practice as well as the dance competition . !!! ;D...
first week of school had come to an end... so far so good..... But all the modules are super hard. !!! esp LAW ... !!! business Law plus real estate law, totally catch no ball.. ;P ...
Okk, just a short post today... time for me to take medicine and sleep.. !!!
NIGHTS...
and to everyone. !! DRINK MORE WATER AND MUST HAVE SUFFICIENT SLEEP OK....
I'm sure everyone are falling sick due to the hectic week.. TAKE CARE PEOPLE... !!!

2010-04-07T09:46:00.000-07:00

AFM PARTY. !!!!!

attended Afm Party afew days back as i went on the first day and today is the second day .. !! Great party that i'm sure everyone of us enjoyed to the max isn't it.? YAy!... the dancefloor was awesome and it lasted all the way till 1plus am.. However all of us, left much earlier.

I'm totally in love with this day
1) I had a great time shopping at tamp mall in the morning followed by preparing to go ZIRCA !
2) Overall the Party was awesome, though there are drunkards which is so expected.. ? like those few expected ones.? ;D...

After everything ended,i was suppose to dine in at Coffee Club But in the end, i choose to get cup noodle and drinks from 7-eleven with seph instead. !!
The best out of the best. !! though i was just eating cup noodle, but i was contented because the whole atmosphere along the riverside was great esp my companion is an AWESOME one. !!! ( Tom Yam flavour cup noodle is real nice too .. trust me. !! ) .. XD..

those are the happy notes up there..
the sad note is that... THERE'S A MIDNIGHT CHARGE FOR CAB. !!!! WTH. ! from Clarke Quay Back to Pasir Ris.?!!! Oh my goodness.. !! ABSOLUTELY THANKS TO YOU MAN. !!!
I believe it was a bomb.... 50% surcharge.? WTH..
GREATLY APPRECIATED. !!!

2010-04-03T12:49:00.001-07:00

AGAIN~

I AM TIRED TODAY. !!!!!!!!
i want to rest and stay home till evening ... and go out at night for movie. !
But, not sure anyone can make it... i lost the schedule.. -.- ....
okk.. im tired... waiting for my hair to dry and i shall sleep. !!!

I CAN't WAIT for all the events next week. ;D... !!!

-GOODNIGHT.!!!

2010-04-02T01:14:00.000-07:00

SHHHHHHH......

DING - DONG !!!! ANOTHER DAY IS OVER. !!

happy that I've manage to live for another day. So many things happening around us, every min we have someone leaving and some getting into unfortunate issues.
Whereas for me, I've passed the day successfully, thanks god.

went back to school today with cliques to collect our Graduation certificate + art piece and Prep studies. We heard from Miss Chua that she will be organizing a showcase of all the sec 4 and 5 O'Level art work. How cool.? it will be along the city link to esplanade that path.. ;D..
As well as news from Mr ling that he will organize a exhibition for us, as well as inviting press.? SO COOL~~ .. but I'm sure all the preparation takes at least 3months or more to be done. At least, it will be exhibited somewhere for people to see rather than leaving it at home and no one knows how to admire it.? its seems like a useless thing in people's eyes. : ( ...

Working closing tomorrow. !! i think its time for me to lay down on bed , having headache for at least half a day already. : ( ...
NIGHTS EARTHLINGS.. XD

~~~~~~~~ 4.01am ...

Arghhhh, tried uploading somemore songs, but some songs can't be played here. :( ..
do you know.... i always wanted the password to there....
But i'm never daring enough to ask for it...
Anyway, i doubt you will get to see what i mention here too.. :)

2010-04-01T02:34:00.000-07:00

IT'S ....... APRIL FOOL DAY!!!!!!!!! XD..
so dead.. I just cheated all my dear and darlings when the hour hand hits 12am... ;P...
i'm prepared for the worst tomorrow. !! SOMEMORE, i'm gonna see van tomorrow. ! SHIT. ! here comes her revenge. :O ...

I ENJOYED MYSELF TO THE FULLEST FOR THE PAST TWO REST DAY I HAD. !! XD..
Of cause, this explains why am i away for the past few days with no news about me over here.
Ok.. so much joy to share. ! But , i'm like multi-tasking now.? shall just share what i can over here . :D ...

First, I was super duper lucky to have my rest day on Sunday. !!! Means, i get to attend JJ_junjie's Photo-taking session at Bugis in the afternoon and Party 4 + autograph session at Scape during the night. !! AWESOME . !!!!!!!!!!!!! all worth my time spend on the queuing. Ok, i might sound so crazy to queue over such a thing, but its just some joy that i am adding into my life.? (that's what i told my mum always) . Be it whether is it an excuses or not, as long as i enjoyed myself alot.. !! Lastly , Z.ChongQin is a good host. ! because he is a DJ.? -.- ... He was fooling and crapping around to built up the whole atmosphere. ! GOODJOB DUDE. !! ^^ ..

Fortunately, i had another off day on Mon, which allows me to have a second picnic with cliques at Botanic Garden.. !! was quite a sunny day which followed by a heavy rain.. : ( .. Suppose to be Moody but we was laughing along the way till we get back to town.

I LOVE EVERYONE AROUND ME. .!!!
I LOVE MY LIFE NOW.. !!!!
everything is moving on so smoothly ...

REPLIED TAG:
Mingfu: you can always tell me about youself over here... Then we shall talk only when you are online, i think its more than enough. Furthermore, i'm well-known in forgetting to reply messages.. because i find it troublesome to type to and fro when there is something call 'Dial and Speak' which is so much convenient.. right.? anddd.. don't mistaken that i would prefer to chat over the phone... i was implying that i prefer to ask over the phone for important issues.. ; ) ... Thank you for your understanding...
*PEACE*

2010-03-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

PEACE

it's peaceful and calm today....
the usual working routine followed by stoning on the cramp bus back home..
Finally i had my nap, after so long, my battery finally gone flat to the extend that i can't stay awake in the evening today. ;D.. anyway, this explains why i'm still awake at this hour.. ..... ...

I want to watch Alice in Wonderland .. ! up till now, i still haven't watch it.. maybe..... i shall wait. ! Right Shin3ou. .!! :D .

2010-03-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

DYE-BASED

took bus 21 all the way down to City square mall to get my alpha clear stamp. ! ;D. i wouldn't have gone all the way down after work just for that if i don't need it.. -.- .. because, I'm super tired today. ! Anyway, the trip there by bus is super longgggg... about 86mins.? of 46stops.? ~.~.. imagine i travelled to and fro.? (y) .. *thumbs up* ..
What's next was... I COULDN'T RESIST THE DURIAN TEMPTATION. !! oh my.. ! along the road side i saw lots of 'D24' and 'MAO SHAN WANG' durians.. YUM YUm YUM . ! i can only crave.. -.- ...

REPLIED TAG:
Mingfu: Haha, i have so many 'confusion' to clarify.. but, i don't see a point for me to do so.. therefore , i only have one thing to tell you.. I apologies that, i won't give my number to people who knows me on net, furthermore, i don't know who are you..

2010-03-24T14:40:00.000-07:00

LONESOME.

Woke up by a phone ring , with no people in sight.
Thinking on bed that it's another brand new day which i should start afresh . !
Since i have no plans today, i shall get on with some designing again, since I've gotten papers yesterday. I want to get it done before school starts, so that it will come in used.. :D ..
But, now.. I'm contemplating over Gold or Beige.. I will LOVEEE to use Gold , but Beige seems to match in so much better ..

2010-03-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

PAPER WHIMSIES.

Something unexpected happened today. !
First, i woke up early today as i set two alarm clock plus one wake up call. how can i afford not to be annoyed by it ? :D .. Other than being annoyed, i was thankful too. :D .. The key point is, i went out early and supposedly to reach store much earlier but there was a delay, as the bus was ultimately packed with students and workers. After boarding the bus, we were all trying to stand in comfort. Till, i took a glance at the guy standing besides me which looks familiar. unexpectedly, he's my Primary One friend. ! after 13 years, we met each other on this super cramp bus; standing side by side . Cool Incident..

Side track abit, I had installed my course software.. i hope nothing goes wrong. Happy note is that , I've got CS4. ! the installation have the product key there.. Great NP .. :D ..

REPLIED TAG :
Mingfu: technically you are the one who wants to make friend with me randomly, i thought i am suppose to ask about your particulars instead.? hmmmm...

2010-03-23T02:11:00.000-07:00

MANNERS ?

Had a great and peaceful day today, till...
my crew went into the manager room for whatever reason she have to be in there.. that's not my point, what i am angry about, is when i walk in, and i saw her browsing through my phone without my permission.? Maybe I'm alright for her to browse through the application or started gaming with it. However, she was browsing through photos and who knows what else had she seen.? It's not because i have unseen things to be seen , i thought this is all about basic manners.? i don't see what is so difficult to ask for my consent?. Doesn't it seems more respectful, regardless of what, it is still my belongings. :) ..

Anyway, i was actually feeling sorry to use such an unpleasant tone on her. hmmm..

-Forgive and Forget
Not going to hold grudges.though they are older than me but they don't mean what they had done ba.. :) .. Shall let my thought flows this way.. :D..

On the happy note, I finally trimmed my nails. !! Just to prevent from Dad's and Jo's continuous reminder . :P ..also to let myself feel the comfort.. :D .. Long nails are quite disruptive at work actually.

Can't wait to meet MEL tomorrow. :D .. and of course i'm working Morning shift.. I better get in bed now. ! NIGHTS !

2010-03-08T23:44:00.000-08:00

BLOGGY.!!!!!! I'm Finally back after so long....

what have been happening lately.??? Hmm...

Working.? settling enrolment stuff and what else.?

anyway, i haven't got a chance to do much things, as i've been working afternoon shift recently.
But, i'm still able to find time with family for Movies right after work , which is like around midnight.?

as well as , taking Singapore Flyer with mum and dad..! Brought them there to have their virgin experience ... ;P ..

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Other than that, i think i missed out alot of things due to my working schedule.. ;)

1) fail to attend see hwee's birthday celebration.

2) fail to attend Jess's birthday celebration.

I feel so Sorry, you all celebrated for me , but i fail to attend yours... :X...

MEET UP SOON OK. ? YOUR PRESENTS ARE STILL WITH ME.. !!

ESP Seehwee's ... with me for long~~.. ;D..

3) fail to watch Alice in Wonderland with Cliques.

4) fail to accompany my dude.

5) fail to meet up with louis

6) fail to meet up with zhi yuan

7) fail to attend the concert

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Upcoming

5) Fail to go autograph session with vanessa..

6) fail to go JJ's PARTY.????

(NOOOOO.!! DON'T HAPPEN PLEASE... PEOPLE. PRAY FOR ME. !! ^^ )

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But, there are also things thats going to happen...

For what i know, I'm going clubbing.???

i'm going for sandwich competition .?

(tell me what should i do.. !!

if only its salad competition , I would have consulted BRENDA. ;D HAHAHA! )

and and and...

I'm going to do scrapbook with VANESSA, JOLENE, REBEC and BREN. TOMORROW. !! ;D..

*impatient* ..

followed by meet up with Miss Lim On WED. !!! ;D..

MISS HER. !!

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I need to go NP and SUNTEC this week. !!!!!

FOR LAPPY. !! Np student have to get.. :x...

WOw.. super wordy post. ! i'm so sorry. !! ;D...

Lastly, I LOVE MY DAY TODAY. !!!

CUST SUPER FRIENDLY... *WINK*

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My sayang doing cookies for me to try~~... ;D..

and stories of me and babe is stupidly believed by my crew...

ahaha... how naive can they be for believing every words that people says...PEOPLE!! I LOVE GUYS. !!! ;DDD....

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I want to sit at my desk and do something.. !!!

though i've got no idea what to do...

NIGHTS. !!!!

2010-02-27T00:04:00.000-08:00

RED = PAIN

Vanessa, rebecca, me , jackie, bren, norvan,kian ann,shaun and jerwin

THanks dickson and kian for this wonderful pic.. ;D..

PICNIC. !!!!!!! ;D..

Awesome~~...

but im tanned now... -.-

I <3 KITES NOW. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*freedom* ....

anyway, i had a hard time at work today...

why do so many people have the habit of tapping on the person whom they are talking to and my hands are always the targeted area for them. -.- ... *PAIN* ...
Why can't they just talk to me without touching me.. Lol!..

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AHhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i don't know what to say.. ;( ..

feeling so tired with all the 'explaining'.........

but my mum says, if i don't explain, it will cause misunderstanding ...

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and . !!! DEAREST SN ... !!!!!!!!!!

SILLY GIRL. !!

don't do silly things for him can...

it's hurting to see a pretty , cute girl of mine being self-mutilated.. :O ....

STOP IT. ! and I MEAN IT. !!! :x ..

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GOOD NIGHT. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

i'm tired ....and i'm too tired to reply any sms...

so lazy to touch my phone... i need my bed~~ ... ;D..

2010-02-25T02:06:00.000-08:00

FIRST LOVE LETTER IS ON IT'S WAY~~

have to face the reality

but i'm disappointed in myself....

Yesterday, Weather forecast shows that for the next three days will rain.. BUT. ! There isn't a single rain drop today. !!

pray hard that tomorrow would be a sunny sunny day for PICNIC. !! ;D..

AHHHHHHH, i blame myself for my own carelessness.

don't remember myself having the habit to leave it open , unfortunately i did it for that particular day, which i can't remember.. oh my.. -.-.

DOWN ON LUCK~~..

LAPPY~~.. i want to get a LAPPY....

heard from friends that NP students need to have a lappy,

though they ain't using wireless like what RP does.

Anyway, i just want to have it.. :x.. all along want it ...... . !! ;P ....

DO ANYONE KNOWS WHEN WILL TP OR RP BE SELLING IT .??!!!!!! :x

I MISS YUAN YUN. !!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.....

wanted to tag her ! BUT SHE DO NOT HAVE A TAGBOARD . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- ...

I hope she will visit my blog . !!!!!!! ;D

we always fail to meet up.. -.-..

BUT we never fail to....................................... ; D...

(please fill in the blank @yuanyun)

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Wii is a good 'entertainer' .. ..... !!!!!!

during CNY, i get to play Wii with dickson's nephew... Awwww... He's ultimatly CUTE~ ....

Ok, i might not be able to get this, but im being well entertain now. !!

With, facebook,twitter, work, movies, outings, and lastly..... DRAMA. !!!!!!!!!!

currently mad over DOWN WITH LOVE... ^ ^ ...

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Ok , i better End here.. its 2.02am !!!!!!!

*OWL* ....

wide awake at night.. :O..

NEWS:

SINGAPORE: Las Vegas Sands said it plans to open the first phase of its US$5.5 billion Marina Bay Sands development on 27 April 2010.

Sheldon Adelson, chairman and chief executive officer of Las Vegas Sands, said the integrated resort will immediately go to work by hosting its first event — the Inter—Pacific Bar Association’s annual conference — just days after opening its doors.

The second phase will open on June 23 as part of the grand opening. This will include the opening of the SkyPark and Event Plaza.

The dates were announced in a statement by Las Vegas Sands on its website.

In October, one of the property’s two state—of—the—art theatres will welcome Disney’s The Lion King. The second theatre, which will also open later this year, will be home to a variety of special events and famous headline acts.

The iconic Marina Bay Sands museum is expected to open by December. It will not only feature international blockbuster exhibitions, but it will also serve as a symbolic welcome to guests — with its unique lotus—inspired design — from around the globe.

— CNA/sc

-> 53—year—old man in court in S’pore’s first casino—related crime case

SINGAPORE: A 53—year—old man has the dubious honour of being the first person to be hauled to court for an alleged gambling offence in a casino here.

Loo Siew Wan is accused of attempting to cheat by impersonation, theft and giving false information to the police.

He allegedly tried to hoodwink a casino dealer at Resorts World Sentosa Casino’s baccarat table by placing a bet of two S$100 chips on the "banker" option after the result of the game had been declared.

He supposedly did this in an attempt to fool the dealer into thinking he had won.

The prosecution has asked for a two—week adjournment to complete investigations.

Loo, who was offered bail of S$15,000, will appear in court again on March 9. — TODAY/vm

2010-02-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

indecisive

(lao yu sheng !! )

I've been contemplating whether should i get this particular thing.

though i want it but it's 60bucks and this makes me reconsider about it... -.-

arghhhhh...

what i'm more afraid about is to receive a reply from them saying that

' i am sorry, this is the last piece', which is faulty.. -.- ..

It ends up wasting my effort to think about it.. Booo..

i've got insufficient time to do my personal pocket guide book together

with kris. !!

Please don't give a random verification again... ; ( ...

it's a sure die situation.. hohoho ....

CNY is just Two days away...

and School is going to start very soon~~. !!!

ok, maybe not that soon as we haven't attend the orientation yet.. ;D ...

Ahhh... i miss doing all those maths questions !!! :P ..

oh, and this reminds me of yesterday's meeting when algebra came in use... :D...

UTC= unit used/TC x 1000

Haha... ok actually its just a basic of an unknown (x) and knowing how to move the signs.. :D ...

okok, i better stop thinking about upper sec Emaths, before i start digging out TYS to do..

HAha..

BYE~~..

(i'm starting to feel the 'itchyness' on my teeth and mouth.. yumm yummm)

mine ;)

2010-02-09T12:19:00.000-08:00

hate off days when i'd nothing to do on these days ... !!!!!!!

2010-01-19T15:12:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS..

RM, 1st asst, 2nd asst, Fm and beloved Crews.. ; ) ...

I dreamt of my course today. !..

its was neither of my 12 choices and neither was it even a course that any of the poly have.

no idea why, it appear as my second choice, what a rubbish dream..

busy busy busy...

but... im enjoying everything that comes to me...

whats today's date.?

19.01.2010 - swee min's birthday celebration

20.01.2010 - work, ACE meeting, Patch badminton .. (yAy. !! badminton..)

22.01.2010 - kit and kim's birthday celebration

24.01.2010 - WSQ FHC ...

27.01.2010 - Release of Poly Courses ..

05.02.2010 -see hwee's birthday celebration...

14.02.2010 - CNY.? valentine's day. ( Sooo fasssttttttttt, haven't done any shopping~~ ) ....

My room needs my time. !!

messy messy~~~ ....

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i hate mixpod now. ! i can't upload the song i want. ! arghhhhhhhhh....

mine.. ;)

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3.31pm:

Yay! the song has been uploaded..

going to tidy up my room and out to meet friends tonight..

mine.. ;)

2010-01-10T11:56:00.000-08:00

CAkES~~~..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. !! ^ ^ ...

oh man, im going to gain lots of weight. !!

in five days of celebration,i have total of four full cakes,

four different cheese cake and one small durian cake for my 18th birthday.. ! :x ..

plus two cups of frappe large from different friends.. boooo....

THANKS TO :

melanie, jessie, seehwee,xinping,vanessa,sweemin,brenda,eliz,dennis,kian ann,zhiyuan,miao, gang jie,jolene,jane,peter,kit, jeremy,weizhong,joseph,yvonne,haiwai,wendy,phooi eng, rosie, yuan yun..!!!!!

thanks for your time with me.. ; ) ...

thanks for gifts

you guys are great..

TOMORROW. !!!!

results. !! i'm already having a bad instinct... ;X..

2010-01-08T01:59:00.000-08:00

TIRED ?

First stop of the day--> TP open house..

second stop --> Prcs.

while waiting for the OGL's meeting to end,i went to try my luck to ask for my cert and they finally found it. ! (2008 GCE O'LVL MT) ....

Off for a 'celebration' with cliques.. ^ ^ .. and shopping~~ ...

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lost of words suddenly.. .

aiiiixxx...

i realise that i dont know how to communicate with people now...

everything happens and im sure, in the end i will have to give in. why me.? and always me.?

ok fine, maybe not this time round... i don't know why...

sometimes people ask me to speak up.

i can't even get someone to talk to..

i found you..

but i realise the feeling of sharing things with you is already fading...

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i know you have problem, you think i'm happy to hear such things from you.?

do you even know everytime you ring me up crying on the phone make me worried...

after knowing in detail, make me gets angry and sometimes get distracted by it...

but in the end because you are in bad mood, trival things that i've said made you angry.? everything becomes my fault... what is wrong.?

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you guys are close to me, but you all doesn't make my day.

sometimes, i don't know whether do i have to understand you guy's problem , or to stick to the way i think it should be.. .. .. ... ..... ......

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anyway, i shall just put that aside... shall just start a new day with my own things.. = ) ... plan my own day.. ^ ^ ..

YAy. !! turning 18 on sat. !! its cake time again. !! never miss eating cake on birthday.. ;D..

all of a sudden got the urge to cancel all meetings and stay home to have my own cake.. with myself and this would be the most memorable one ba i gues.. ;D..

ok, i shall stop here.. its 2am now. !! BYE. !

2010-01-06T09:10:00.000-08:00

BALLOONS~~^^

Sydney buddies!!!... ;D..

hope everything will goes on smoothly for all of you.

Thanks alot to see hwee for the trouble just to surprise me, but was 'ruin' by jess.. ;D heehee...

thanks to melanie who poke into my eyes just to cover my eyes.. ;P

'Thanks' to jess, who made me shouted with surprise.. jess, your surprise was too shocking and its super unglam. !! now melanie and xin ping see it already.. *ouch* .. Lol..

Finally, Thanks to all of you who meet me and in the end left me all alone at the mrt station .. First time experiencing it.. -.= .. lol

OH .!! and also, im finally back blogging. !! just realised that my blog had been quite dead due to the breakdown of my com..

MONDAY !! 11th Jan , release of O'level results. i'm starting to get worried about it, though i know its too late. Just hope that i can pass and get into a poly.. ;D..

mine ;}

2009-10-10T21:21:00.000-07:00

why must i always be the angel ..

Changed my schedule due to some event tomorrow morning, hence have to work today..

So many decision to make today and i hate it to the max..

can't even follow my heart because its all mixed up too. -.=..

i shall just keep it simple next time and do what i should rather than trying to make some amendment to it in the end nothing works..

my decision always comes only when its at the very last moment.

ya, I'm so sorry that its always last min .... blame me then..

so lazy to explain.. so lazy to say out personal feelings of how badly i actually wanted to___ ___...

so lazy to do anything to it and i will just let it be the way it is.. regret. ? its still not too late...

you should know what i don't like, but i always feel like I'm being force to do things that i don't like.

i simply think you just can't accept it.....

I Want to get a new hp. !!!!

irritating phone; i can't even send out messages today and have to use bro's hp.-.= ..

and and and i Want to watch The deadly Tsunami..

LAstly. !! i'm being left at home with no dinner.-.=....

should go out instead, since bro is going out too.. ;D

2009-10-06T17:08:00.000-07:00

mee sua and strawberry yogurty. yum yum yum.. !! ;D..

HAPPY :

Lantern Festival

Huixian's birthday

Gangjie's birthday

and lastly

zhi yong's birthday.. !!! ;D..

all the belated ones..

I am deprive of sleep.. !!

coughing time is longer than my sleeping time.!!-.=

2009-10-01T14:41:00.000-07:00

Stop all the coughing please...

Happy children day to all of you. ;D.

We are always young at heart.. :] ..

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Leaving to Sydney afew weeks after Os

and i'm sure x are much more excited than me. HAha..

anyway, i'm so stuck in my art. couldn't think of anything to draw.. anyone have any suggestion..? not regarding the final layout but the prep..

shall just hope that i can finished in time.. ;D .

Blog Song:

2009-09-28T19:34:00.000-07:00

I am lazy to talk. ;(

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eating plain rice for my dinner and this sucks man.

dad don't allow me to eat fried rice though it looks tempting to me.. ;P ...

seriously craving for porridge at Bedok center and the yo ji mee sua at Bedok 85.. anyone interested ..??!!!.. ;D ... Haha..

2009-09-27T18:01:00.000-07:00

Confused..

i seems to be stuck in the middle whereby i dont know who to trust now. both sources seems so true.. but when it comes to comparison, both sources don't tally and its just shows that either one of it is a dilute source or maybe both are not enhance at all.. maybe i should not bother.. maybe i should not listen to all of it anymore...
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sometimes it just makes me think that:
in the begining was it a trick...
both of you are deceiving yourself..
both said don't care nor bother..
but one of them makes me see that she actually cares...
because of this, it makes me wonder does it apply to the other party as well...
the date the time everything. just make me feel weird....
when you say no, she say yes.. when she said forgotten and you also said forgotten..
when i know she remember , makes me think that you actually remember as well...
being friends of you guys makes me feel so mix up..
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Unwell.

i sound so man now.. Haha.. ! recover quite abit after taking medicine last night but after work worsen.. having large order and the service was non-stop.. that was when aches and headache all starts to hurt me again. but when i didn't even get to sit down for at least 2second, mgr was almost going to show attitude already .. good job man.... now i know customer is much much much more important than whether can your crew take it anot... i know that customers are important but the problem all lies on the lack of concern ... despite my sickness, despite my exam, i agreed to help out and not to disappoint D. but at least ... at least make sure that you all show concern... i am not blaming anyone.. but this is just my point of view that how it should works ... and maybe just the attitude that you portray to me, makes me angry.. i am not doing anything wrong so i don't deserve to tolerate such A.. maybe you dont know.. but please ask.. maybe because you dont know, makes me forgive you. i shall just put myself in your shoe and think from your point of view as a mgr.. overall, what is the root cause.? its still lack of concern....

2009-09-26T17:51:00.000-07:00

Wonder Off

after putting aside all my companion, started off by spouting out replies using hokkein language. It makes my brain works even more than thinking about the solution to maths question.
followed by the continuous movement of washing, hanging, keeping, throwing, wiping ........
finally down with stacks of work infront of me. first question.. skip... second question.. skip .... skip... skip.... oh man.. how great can i be by mixing up all the formulae and everything. gave up and started chatting on the phone and walk around the house.. losing focus till now...

annoyed

the dry throat... people.. the noise... the books... the papers...................................

To people who are wondering how to solve such question using completing the square..

something funny to share. ;D.. credit to yy .. ^ ^

2009-09-17T23:33:00.000-07:00

A Taker

Role Model.

curiosity kills . was too curious and it leads me to receiving wrong information. by clicking to that makes me goes mad anytime. Be it whether is it because I'm over sensitive , i choose to believe that its not something coincident.

the heavy eye lid of mine causes me to doze off again and again. even at the most nosiest area, the min i lay down, i was deep into wonderland again.

I'm suffocating from the stacks of works piling up on me. yet to complete any of it completely and its still adding on non-stop.

2009-09-15T18:19:00.000-07:00

"Do not force love - it will come in good time, it definitely will come." -Quoted

Dilemma.

revolving around it make me hard to come out with an answer. when everyone have been asking me similar questions. i could say that i avoided the truth in everything. My words can't seems to be trusted. when you question me about the possibility and when i couldn't answer to her. most likely my mind are not working effectively. hoping to commit but everything are restricting me.

under volume, [mute] with a tick. i was too deep in thoughts or maybe i was just meditating. nothing in mind but only silence.. even though the surrounding sound ought to be at the volume of 8/10 .

what is wrong with me ?

coming across people who are studying frantically, i realised i'm pressed for time.

2009-09-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Norvan!!

i'm seriously a slacker now. !!

Buck up ok C.huizhen.? = ) ..

everything can be put aside but this chance only

comes once in your life and leave as memories after all..

stay focus.. !!

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when some error causes ......................

25thAug ........ = )

2009-09-09T12:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIXI and JOEY. !!

-080909-

Thanks mum for the trouble

and

All thanks to Rebecca for helping me to get it done.. !!

went for service workshop in the morning and can't manage to go back school yesterday.

was still wondering will it be a boring workshop but didn't expect it to be quite enjoyable. haha.

all the joke and role play for about 7hours.. ya, individual role play somemore. -.=

after workshop, went Orchard Ion with B just to take a look around but wasn't in the mood to shop so went down to dte. hoping to catch a movie but failed to. Met S for movie but due to B's inconsideration! (LOL!) didnt managed to make it in time. -.= ..

i'm losing appetite ever since mon after i got home from art. super irritating. i think its just something wrong with my gastric at first and then something else went wrong.. irritating.

HoHo, i've got a new friend. :D

bro bought it for me. i like the yellow one but he say he want that one plus the long one looks more like him and the short one is me. -.= ... just to say that i'm short.. booo

2009-09-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

what a big cross in the art room today.. ;D..

all 'thanks' to Jonathan. -.= ..

i'm left with one more write out to go and the print out of my artist statement to complete my art prep work. but the problem now is that i couldn't even make it to school tomorrow to hand up. i've got a course to attend and i feel so stuck up to think of a solution.

I need a hard disk urgently. !! oh man, i need more memory space. !!

2009-09-01T03:13:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 17thBIRTHDAY JOLENE and KIAN ANN. !!!

31.08.09 .. ;D..

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY. !!

and

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ZAMEERUL and IRIS... ;D

01/09/09 ..

2009-08-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

THE FINAL CHAPTER

Today is Micheal Jackson's birthday(29/08/09)... wanting to wish him a happybirthday here, but can only be kept in heart. because i've heard that its disrespectful to do so after a person is dead... maybe because i kept listening to his music today, was even watching at MTV on his top 10video countdown.. indescribable feelings in me.. sad.? guilty.? or what... didn't really appreciate/enjoy his talent and those songs that he composed for all of the listeners until he left this world to a whole new place for him.... RIP....

T2 McCafe Launched. ! 28/08/09

:) .. they are finally back, which means i get to see them later. !! ^^

PS: I love my blog song.. ;) ... the only thing i never regret is that, i've always love his song - you are not alone.

2009-08-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

ok, i've found this photos in e's phone today. when was it taken i can't remember but was told that b was crazy taking photos that day and that was how this photo comes about. Haha.

gotten back Mt O'lvl results on wednesday and my instinct was accurate. this could tell how badly i dont wish to remember the day no matter how many times i was reminded by v.

anyway, i will use my last year's results even though till now i still couldn't find my O'lvl cert. no idea where those offices colleague left it at. hope that i could get it soon..

art submission date is getting closer yet i have not completed my work.

wondering is it because i did not put in enough effort or is it i'm too slow.

All i can remember was art have always been the priority to me thats why i've been putting in much more time in art than any subject, but no idea why, i still can't complete.. =/ .. maybe i'm just not up to standard..

english O'lvl oral is getting nearer to date too. how should i react.? panick.? nervous.?

i simply hope that i can stay clam at all times, nervous and panick will only lead me to 'blank out' .. never fail to happen on me.

more things waiting for me to do..

JIA YOU BA. !!!

2009-08-15T17:59:00.000-07:00

Exhausted

I am tired tired tired. !!!

ok, i want to take a nap.. =/ .. bYE...

2009-08-15T01:25:00.000-07:00

AHHH CHooooo ...

Art for the whole day today. !!

v , s and i was full of laughing gas today, we couldnt stop laughing while drawing and we suspected that mr ling's studio is the root cause. HAha..

drew a few things today but i'm still laggin behind time. Where is my layout.??!!

ok, i want to go sleep already, have to work later on. aiix. i'm very tired.. ~.~ ...

2009-08-14T21:47:00.000-07:00

~~PHYSICS & CHEM paper one , ART , MATHS TEST~~

FINALLY PREPARATORY EXAMINATION had comes to an end. !!

one down, two more to go..

quite disappointed in myself today as i couldn't paint the drawing that i want.

its so frustrating when i can't paint a proper one .

in the end i have no way out but to paint something that i had done last year. though its different as J's but i feel sorry to her because that was what she is doing this year..

ok, that is just something i feel sad and bad about..

but something good to award myself today.. !! which is to catch the movie ‘吓到笑’later on at 12.20am .. !! Haha..

went to buy tickets with bro as the tickets were selling fast even the midnight ones..

ok, i'm super tired today, shall take a nap first and school for art tomorrow.. !! ; ) .

i want to go S.M.G . !!

i know what i will get from there provided that the pricing is affordable for me. HAha.

2009-08-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

~~ENGLISH paper 2 and CHEMISTRY paper two~~

lesson-->exam-->art-->night studies

got back maths paper today and i passed!!! yay~~..

and and and... i'm hungry now. !! its always this timing when i'm infront of the computer..

HAha, ok actually i dont really have anything much to blog, but i just want to update my blog.. ;D..

i want to change my blog's song but i'm so lazy to do it..

2009-08-11T22:30:00.000-07:00

~~HISTORY paper~~

FINALLY HOME. !!!

what a tiring day..

lesson-->exam-->lesson-->art-->night study-->home9.30pm..

finally get to have a bath and feeling great now.. HAHa..

Today is the starting day of night study for graduating students..

personally, i think that its quite helpful, cause home isn't a place that i can focus. =/

ahhhhh, just login to msn only and here comes another guy mistaken me as his mei.. -.= ..

3rd guy talking to me in msn and in the end realise talking to the wrong 'huizhen' ..

is there a lot of huizhen in this world.?

even friends can mistaken other girls as me while walking along the streets.. ~.~ .. Faint.. LOl...
.

eliz. !!! recover soon and be back to school again soon ok.. !!!

miss your FAR-NY. !!! HAHAHA...

FRiday last day of prep exam!! hope i can watch 'where got ghost' with family on fri. !!

hope that they got time cause mum mention before that she want to watch..

2009-08-10T12:51:00.000-07:00

PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

Coincidence- his mouth was full of food.. ;D

its monday today

and i choose to turn down the offer to work today for the double pay.

tomorrow is the start of another week of exams. mm..

All the best. ! !

video for entertainment. ;D

2009-08-09T23:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. !!!!

Whole day in the studio on sat.!
i realised that everyone wore grey tone outfit.. even both of my bro wore that too, on this particular day. HAha.

090809. !!!
its national day today and i wore a different outfit at work today. ! hAha..
suppose to wear red Tee, but manager couldn't recall where they left the leftover ones, so no choice i've got to wear this 'outstanding' shirt, as all the others wore red even manager. funny thing is that, a customer came over to find me and told me that she want to give a feedback . Haha, i think she mistaken me as the manager. =/ .. the shirt is restaurant manager one, only they have it. Haha.

2009-08-07T19:29:00.000-07:00

National Day Celebration . !!!

Went to school for an advance national day celebration today. unfortunately, it wasn't as fun as last year as we only get to listen to at most two songs today.? Home and what do you see.

i bet that everyone was disappointed as we was looking forward to this day because we want to sing those songs together and rock the hall too...

But, we manage to start the ball rolling. !!! though the other levels reacted quite slowly but in the end they still join in.
Haha.. SEC FIVE. !! You Guys did a great job. !! HAha..

maybe because of such behaviour, they decided not to play anymore songs in case of any accident to happen.. =/ ..

but but but, that is the fun part man.. !!

I think today was my first time shouting 'OVERCOMERS' right infront of Dr Ong(Principal). HAha. just want to coordinate with him only because he shouted 'CRESTIANS' when i was right infront of him and he was like waiting for a respond. Haha..

think you guys waiting for the pic.. i will upload soon !! ^^ ..

either one by one here, or in facebook.. ;D..

lastly, do you all look at your digital watch today when its 12:34:56 ... of the day 07/08/09

only happen once in your life time ok..

123456789...

unless you manage to rewind the time back to 2009. !! ;D..

PHOTOS. !! Posted:9:58PM

i love this pic, i was suppose to take a candid pic, but didnt know they pose. Lol

this one too. !

err, found this in my cam, i post everything, so mm.. let me guess, LEft=jojo center=me, behind=yixi right=amanda.

the REDs

My tail. ! hAha, the lion was looking sad when i took his tail. Haha, didnt take a pic of him super cute.. i dont know who is that actually think sec 4 one.

2009-08-07T00:25:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!! Completed my drama within five days time.. !!

HAha.. ok.. wanna sleep soon.. ;D..

Looking forward to attand school tomorrow. !!!

I'm HUNGRY. !!!

shall eat the birthday cake.. hohoho..

something so sinful yet i'm eating it at this hour. AHah..

but, at least i won't suffer from gastric tomorrow morning like what happen a few days back..

2009-08-06T22:14:00.000-07:00

~~LITERATURE paper 2~~

Happy belated birthday Dad. !!

finally !!! tomorrow is FRIDAY. !! NATIONAL DAY celebration..

*phew*, how good the feeling is to have a break inbetween exams.

will have an early night today.

these few days kept falling asleep in class, feel so sad to miss out everything miss junainah had taught today.. because she was teaching on the topic that i don't understand one, but i couldn't bring myself to stay focus.
.

art till about 7pm today. !

during art lesson after exam, the whole class was super silent and while doing my work, i was feeling quite sad, as i was wishing that time could freeze. the feeling was far too good when i glance across the artroom and everyone was focusing with their own coursework silently with no teacher around.

secondary school life only comes once in your life time and when it leaves you, it can only be remain as memories....

so to all junior or secondary school students, please treasure every single moment you spent during those days.. from the time you disobey all the rules, sleep in class, get scolded by teacher.. to the very last min when you get your National examination result.. believe me, you will feel the same as how i feel now or maybe i should say how most of the graduating students are feeling now..

when you have to say things like,

its the LAST cross-country,

its the LAST national day celebration in sec sch,

its the LAST ptm,

its the LAST ____ ,

its the LASt.........

everything becomes your last chance....

even negative things will become something you wish to happen again, because to me, in poly, no teacher will nag and scold like what your teacher are doing now. rushing you to hand up your homework etc...

and also, today went to DnT room to look for friends for lunch. and Mr Ng(DM) was in there..

while the art students are talking to him, i realise today was the first time,

he give me a feeling that he is happy(maybe he feels much more relaxing when he is at dnt room)..

although we see him everyday during morning assembly, but i always have the feeling that he is a person who can't be 'friends' like how other teacher treat us. because he never smile. every morning, we see DrOng(principal) and Mr Ng at the 'stage' there, but it always give me a feeling of fierce, strict... and i can only think of is all the scolding, rules etc..... but when they put on a smile, just a very natural one, maybe it will make student feel better to get along even with the principal..

Ok, my post today is so wordy.. maybe because i'm waiting for my drama to load so nothing better to do.. HAha, ok, all the weird feelings in me, don't know why i type it here.. but its my blog, i can type anything i want. Haha.. ok, bye, going back to watch my drama.. ;D..

2009-08-05T18:30:00.000-07:00

~~LITERATURE paper1 and MATHS paper2~~

This Biscuit is nice nice nice. !!!

lesson-->exam-->home5pm-->drama-->tuition. !!!!

Ok .. BYE.!!!

2009-08-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

~~Social Studies paper~~
'A Formula a Day keeps Mr Jason away'

AHAH.. credits to the creator, SM. Haha..

was given a list of formula for maths and mr Jason told us to remember one a day,

hence this is how the quote comes about. teehee...
and Mr Jason agree with it ok.. ;D..

Haha , this is the stupid chicken which N used to disturb my sleep in class..

Lesson-->exam-->lesson-->art-->home 7.30pm

by the time paper ends, i was already super tired, as if like i've used up all my energy on the paper.

no idea why, but that was what had happened on me today.

maybe because wrote too much.. with at least full 7pages.

or.... i also don't know. Haha..

withstand withstand. .!

two weeks of prep exam....

one week of rest,

and then its prelim time .. !!!

=) ..

though it sounds so pack but i'm happy with all this.. HAha. !!

insane right.?

Haha, i can't wait for O'level exam to end..

so that i can start working and enjoying,

earning money and spending on all the things that i want to do/experience/learn. Haha..

But, i will miss class 5/1, the classroom, friends, nagging by teacher... etc etc... and ESPECIALLY ARTROOM .. !!! the place full of joy and laughter as well as unhappiness and tears... =) ...

2009-08-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

FEARLESS

~~ENG paper 1 and MATHS paper 1~~

Yes man..

Haha...

Day one, and two paper is down.. isn't it something to feel happy about.? Haha.!!

more to come, and hui zhen can overcome it. !! Yay..

addicted to 换换爱 . !! watching it like every single spare time i have.. and maybe even when i'm busy. Haha..

awww.... its a nice drama..

Happy Birthday to , Joey, Don and li xuan. !!! ;D
may all your wish comes true..

2009-08-01T10:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i just don't feel like going there..

how hard it is to be in there for more than an hour.

maybe the min i get in, i already feel like stepping out. unless i'm in a good mood to control myself..

Give Me a Break Please.. with every little bits of things that are happening..

you make me get irritated, and you make me feel troubled over things just because of your selfishness..

How i wish time could freeze and i could always be outside with friends who are willing to lend me a listening ear..

or to allow me to share everything behind the close door..

anyway, today's chat with xp was great.. Love you....

ya, what a 'great' topic to talk about, but still, we enjoyed it.. Haha..

PS: xp, Stay happy ok..!!! Haha.... don't be as emo as your friends.. AHAHa..

2009-07-30T21:40:00.000-07:00

Acceptance

有些事情就是不能如愿以偿。

KINDER SURPRISE TOYS. !!

Hoho, just to let you see ..

am i emotional today.?

or just that my eyes are too condense till the 'water' can simply 'flow' out with every single bits of emotions.
haha...

you are keeping everything from me,

just because you are afraid that i will be bothered

because you found out that i am troubled by it..

but sometimes you will still link to it without realising that.

ok whatever..

C. HUIZHEN. !! you must be a independent girl ok. !!

you always think that you are independent enough,

but sometimes you are still relying on people. !!!

(ok, or maybe because you are still a girl who likes to have his/her love and accompany, but she/he just wont get it. )

you must be able to settle things on your own..

and do your work on your own.. !!

and what so ever...

accept the fact that , that is your life..

the kind of life that you are put in with an unrevealed reason behind it..
who knows what is it; god knows...
.

Haha, ok something short and funny... (to me i guess so.. Haha)

2009-07-28T20:29:00.000-07:00

HEDONISM

Played badminton at indoor sports hall today.!

i was totally enjoying myself moving and sweating while playing. hAha..

won't forget to deal with Jackie who jeer at us(girls), but we got our revenge too.. ^^ ..

Haha, When can we play in there again.. !! tomorrow.? PE time.? or will it be art.?

awww, i'm missing my badminton racket now. !

Who want to meet up to play. !!! if only we got time.. =/ ..
.

Maths and physics test tomorrow. !!

history test thurs,

chem test friday,

prep exam starts on mon.................

Watch watch..

2009-07-28T01:47:00.000-07:00

RESPECT
先知道如何尊敬，在学如何尊重。

mum camera shy. LOl! jk. she just dilike to take photos. Haha, and of cause being force by me.. =/ ..

(friendly one~ ok) .. ^^

This year's National Day Parade is much much much better than any other years.
Haha. at least, there is a meaning to it, instead of just performing.

anyway, i doubt that i will get any tickets to the parade on the actual day but i will still hold on to any hopes i have. =/ .. Bless me..

PS: photos will be uploaded one by one, as i'm lazy to upload all.. Haha

HEADACHE TODAY. !

*phew* , it was killing me and yet have to withstand it while doing MATHS . !

so many work to do upon reaching home.Before i start on it, i allowed my brain to rest for about 3hrs and i'm perfectly fine again.. Huhu!! and i've managed to complete those history work, and abit of maths cause i was getting tired.. ;D ..

Prep was postpone to Monday.

doesn't make much different actually. Haha..

sat sat sat.. events going to clash again.. three places to go/do ... which should i choose.?? hmmmm

Oh man , the 气球lyrics is stuck in my head..

黑的白的红的黄的紫的禄的蓝的灰的你的我的他的她的大的小的圆的遍的好的坏的美的丑的新的旧的。。。。。。。。。

2009-07-25T13:14:00.000-07:00

Strawberry Brightens Up My Day.

its red and white too.. ;D

ITS EVERYONE'S DAY TODAY. !!!!!!!!

Friends are going to enjoy themselves at the awesome concert.. Rock the hall dudes.!!!

Friends are going out shopping at Ion Shopping Mall..

Friends are Watching fireworks with family at marina square...

and I'm Going to Enjoy myself at the National Day Parade. !!!
Hohohohohohoh~~~~ .....

suppose to meet E for steamboat.. sorry, can't make it... hope you enjoy yourself.. !

and Y is happily attached. !!!!

but don't forget what you promise me.

plus plus plus...

I wish that you can pass your N'level..

Lastly, i'm still waiting for my last chance from S and M... !!!

Tickets to the actual parade. !!! =/ ..

PS: knight is dead. !!! i won't want such a touching robot and in the end it die as the chip in him has corrupted.. 1% - 0% ........

DIIiiiiiii____________________ *dead*

2009-07-24T02:39:00.000-07:00

I Don't Mean It.

School was fine today and i'm being tested for oral again. Luckily, Ms Wong said that i did better.

Haven't been doing my art for long and i'm starting to feel guilty.

I believe that i can work even without Mr Ling and i shall at least finished up my mindmap over the weekend.. and of cause my aim is to complete all my weekendassignment by Today but i have been here for at least FIVE HOURS.. its long enough for me and guess what, for the five hours i was just surfing the net all about NDP.. and i found some web to participate in the contest to win NDP ticket..

how enthusiastic can i be.?

I WANT THE TICKET. !! I WANT TO GO...

EVERY YEAR. !

i am always proud of singapore whenever all the national day song starts playing..

and i guess i will be utterly hurt if i couldnt go this year. so many people gives me hopes that i can get the ticket but when nothing comes to me..........

.......

...

PUFF.. everything is gone...

But still, i'm not forgetting to thx zy for giving me the ticket to the preview.

which is tomorrow. !!!

Hoho..

was given the ticket once from wz but the date clash with my malaysia trip..

and fortunately i was given another chance. !!! ^^...

though i am going to miss hillsong concert, but still, going to national day parade was what i have always yearn for..

Watching 绝对男友tonight. !! last episode.. I LOVE FRIDAY. !!!

2009-07-22T01:46:00.000-07:00

PEACE

TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE.. DATED: 22thJuly2009

what a day..

first-solar eclipse

second-physics test

third-maths test

forth-O'level Mother tongue listening compre

firth-the day of six

whats more.??

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. !!!!

can i even get to celebrate my 21st birthday.???

on 2013......

all i need is another 19 days to 09.01.2013 if doomsday is going to happen on 21.12.2012...

2009-07-21T01:31:00.000-07:00

So Near Yet So Far

HuHu~~. !!!! ... All Thanks to me for the preparation ok. !! And also thanks to Erich, who accompanied me to get all those stuff, or else i would be under age to get the wine.? or alcohol. lOl..

.
.
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MY ROOM IS CLEAN.. ! Or should i say my worksheets are all in place now.hAha..
Didn't do anything other then tidying my room upon reaching home after tuition.
though i didn't touch on any of my work,but i'm still quite pleased with myself.. Haha..

*pat on shoulder* GOoD JOb.. ;D

2009-07-18T11:13:00.000-07:00

祝你生日快乐。！！

Confidence won half of the battle..

2009-07-16T20:28:00.000-07:00

Arrogant

HoHoHo... I'm a happy girl today! because i cut a huge watermelon !!

oh man, it was my first time. i bought it back home after consulting the doc which i waited for 2h plus. exaggerating right.? but ya, it was that long.. -.= ..
; no one was free to help me with it so i took a knife and did it myself.. *phew*..
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anyway, please excuse me if one day i were to private my blog..
you guys knows why...
i am getting irritated by it.. =) ..

Sacrifice.

really touching ...

and i like the song too.. is there anyone who knows this song.? ;D

2009-07-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

so Regular yet so Secretive

The Rambutan Plucker.. hoho..

sound so wrong..

ya, the one who couldn't give me a peaceful dinner just now..

kept tickling me..

here, just to update those photos one by one.

teehee.

I'm using internet explorer 8 now i guess.. just upgraded and i find it Weird~~.. teehee..

2009-07-09T22:39:00.001-07:00

i am getting so irritated by things.. *phew*..

I am hating myself for getting so stuck to the chair located right infront of my com..

i am gonna tell you...

Action Speaks Louder Than Words. !!

don't tell me all the bullshit and yet you ain't doing it.. *phew*..

i am just irritated by it!! Boo..

I am suppose to meet rebec and swee min to study..

i am suppose to be completing my weekend assignment...

i am suppose to be revising...

so many suppose...

yet none was done.. and its 10.38pm now.. !!!

GET LOST CHZ.. !!!!

2009-07-09T22:39:00.000-07:00

2009-07-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

HOHoHO.. random one.. ;D

2009-07-09T04:43:00.001-07:00

Money Money Money~~

Boo, i just got my bill and its 90+.. WOw.. how great am i..

anyway, i find something weird about the billing..

shall go down to check out later or other days..

AKu, Me, Myself, I

want to complete my Four board by mon.. !!

though i have eight to do..

aku,me, myself, I

want to stay focus and study. !!

aku, me, myself, I

want to FINISH MY COURSE WORK. !!!

SAy YAy~~. !!

C. HuiZhen CAN DO IT. !!!!!!

2009-07-08T22:42:00.000-07:00

Child Prodigy

2009-07-08T17:01:00.000-07:00

My friend

My zodiac..

FOUR bOard to be done by MOn. !!!

how am i going to do four board in less than four days time..

Art is killing me.. boo.. but still enjoying myself in the mid of it.. Haha..
.

we are having test everyweek ..

so far two sub out of seven .. dont know about other sub yet..

its actually a form of revision, and i am so dead because i couldn't solve the maths qns today..~.~ .. when i had attempted it before...

ok got to bathe and meet rebec & co already..

BYE~~

2009-07-07T04:47:00.001-07:00

BACK BacK BacK. !

Back in SIngapore,

Back to school

and

Back blogging..

^ ^ ...
10th anniversary dated on 030709 is enjoyable..

alot of students join in the celebration, including ex-Crestians..

from 1st batch to 10th..

not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM.. !! dated:030709

instead of chilling out with friends for movies etc , i bought a cake from coffee bean and wanted to give her a surprise but she is seriously a spoiler. the first thing she did was to open the fridge upon reaching home. -.=..

Went malaysia the next day and wanted to call for room service to get a cake to celebrate there too.. By the time we was back, the room service time had already ended..But, its so happen that the organizer there held a birthday celebration for july's babies. !! Haha.. we saved about RM7.50 plus, Bro get to celebrate his bday in advance.. Haha... and something funny about the pricing is that, the coke,spirit etc.. is selling at the price of RM8.50 .. more expensive than the cake..

Secondly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA. !! Dated: 070709

You're 17 now. !! dont so blurr already ok..??

Oh, and also, the photo collage was done by Jo, isn't she sweet.. ? ... awww...

i've got too many photos to post.. it will be dated on 030709-060709.. so i shall post it one by one for selected ones, for more photos, mostly likely will be on facebook.. ^ ^.. upload, once i'm free...

2009-07-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

C. HUI ZHEN is a busy girl ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and she likes to keep herself busy always..

ITs tomorrow. !!

I CAN'T wait for it.. ^ ^....

anyway, there is no school tomorrow...

2009-06-30T20:13:00.000-07:00

I got breakfast today before school. !!!

HoHO... THANKS MUM.. !!

and sun too.. she woke up at 5+ to cook mee sua for me before i go work.. And its NICE. !..

Oh man.. i have been working for almost three years and this is the first time she woke up that early just for me. !! HoHoHo

HAha.. but this few days she keep sleeping with me.. -.= .. trying to replace my pooh(s) ...Haha
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I've been quite mad these few days. i told her to smile and she kept saying too tired to smile. HAha.. because she just got back home and i started with all the snapping.. hAha..

世界上最伟大的就是你。。

妈妈。！！！

I AM CRAVING FOR SUSHI. !!!

anyone anyone.??????

Oh man, whole day kept talking about sushi with JoJo yesterday.

I can go mad anytime.. @.@ ..

I HAVEN'T DO THE QUIZ. !! opps.

sorry rachel will do it soon soon...

maybe........ wed, nono... thrus.... nono... fri.... nono...

OH man when.? Haha.. next week..

i just realised my schedule is all packed. ! all the way till mon.. HAPPY HAPPY. !!

WAtch this cute little kid.. ;D..

2009-06-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

SLEEPY~~

last day of holiday and i am begining to feel tired..

wrong timing can..

I LOVE my day man.. !

I love the feelings when you talk to me about it randomly.

which shows that at least you know my existence.

At least there is someone who knows my ability just that i couldnt do it..

and you asked me to hold back till my exam ends..

I love to have people like Joey, yiling, alvin,Be etc to be around me.

jie yun, partner, wawa.... the list goes on and on..

but people who are being listed in the latters, i feel drifted.. =) ..

no longer much playfulness or happiness is lavish on me during those time.

maybe now what most of them are concern about is the promoting, and transfering etc..

anyway, will be away for twoweeks but one weekend.

i'm running out of time. !!

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK..

i need to complete at least my history and eng..

2009-06-27T20:14:00.000-07:00

TAO KAE NOI. .!!!

I CANT RESIST THE TEMTATION.

and i started munching Japanese Crispy Seaweed... !!

Haha..

it have been ages since the last time i ate it..

Yum Yum ..!!!

how i wish i am able to own a seaweed supplier.. HAHa..

while eating,

I shall start on my work.!!!! which is something impossible

because i'm eating, using com and watching tv prog at the same time.. -.+

so dead so dead..

W.O.R.K.I.N.G tomorrow. !!!!

Chicken dated on 270609 not nice. !!!

dota is my life=D TULAN!!!!!!!!!! says:

today chicken not very nice=D

(Randomly)

Another thing is that. !!

MJ IS SUPER SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPERRRR

R.I.C.H . !!

Oh man..

just watched a programme on channel 51 and i only have one word for that ...

'WOW' ..

Oh man, if partner were to see this, he is going to scold me for being random again.

and 'so good' of him to recommend me to go for counselling..-.+

2009-06-27T13:24:00.000-07:00

Post for 260609

WATER

was in love with water yesterday.. haHa..

went for a swim and its really comfortable, simply no thoughts were running through my mind at that point of time.

Just a gay keep touching a uncle in the pool. HhA..

the guy wore yellow goggles and the uncle said..

"the guy in yellow goggles, so gay keep touching me even the goggle's colour also so gay."..

i thought international gay colour is purple.?

MOVIE at night. !!!

Aww.. yay finally i'm watching movie.

watched - 拉我去地狱.

correct way of saying is "Drag Me To Hell" .. haha.

we was planning to get the ticket by telling the person our direct translete version but sadly, it was a malay. In case he dont understand, so we dropped the plan.

AND

AND. !!

FINALLY. Painting Of the Year Competition is done. !!

our work had been sent in yesterday..

I hope that we can receive the prize notification.. !!

2009-06-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

WORLD WITHOUT STRANGERS. !!!

TODAY'S CHICKEN VERY NICE.. !!

HAHa.. its an inside Joke among the act students.. ;D..

i was thinking about it while typing it.

wondering why i couldn't understand it in the first place...

how dumb can i be.

slept at 5+ this morning and suppose to be out of bed by 8am for school.

school.?

again.. the phrase 'back to school' have been appearing again and again during my holidays.

i promise today's 'back to school' is a super duper last min call and i was already out to stay overnight with friend. HaHa. miracle that i am not tired yet. Haha. but dont know why my vision is quite blurrish now.

is it the long hours infront of com or what.?

wtp, i'm like tempted to listen to wilber's-zero gravity,

but i'm having a hard time downloading it.

2009-06-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

These are photos to summarise up everything for one of the three days i had spend during this holiday.. ^ ^ ..
i dont know what to blog about now.. ~.~ ..

but i do know that THERE WILL BE NO EXTENSION OF HOLIDAY .!!!

which means i have to get started with my holiday assignment which was left untouched for the passed three weeks.. =.=..

Was back in school for the passed three weeks doing all the sketching and painting.

and finally we had a break since last friday.

At least i enjoyed myself on fri sat and sun^^... and this week is time for me to rest...

had a great time on fri with all the singing laughters and super filling dinner.. ^^...

and sat went to work as an event coordinator.. HAha.. pretty good job.. its awesome because money just comes in easily.. all you have to do is to assist the cust or just stand there for head count ... sadly, i was just there to replace my bro.. Haah... in another word, i doubt i will get to work for it anymore.. ;D..

Anyway, i better have my lunch and get started with some work..

Hopefully i can focus well. or else i will end up on the bed again because my house is so peaceful with only dad and me.. and it makes me want to sleep.. ~.~ ...

2009-06-16T09:14:00.000-07:00

DON'T PULL ME CLOSE TO YOU, AND ABANDON ME IN THE END. !!!

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i'm like quite demoralise by things happening.

i put in so much effort in it and yet i was given a good opportunity only when i cannot afford to accept it. and yet those who have always been disobeying the rules and eveything, are moving up.

isn't the world an unfair world. ?

to be honest, i thought of giving up though i dont wish to...

but i am just simply demoralise by it. >.< ...

i am alright with my status now, i dont have to be like them though i was being asked to, but its just because sometimes the way others do things, will make you feel as if you dont have the ability to do so. In fact they was just judging it by the status but not a person's ability.

2009-06-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

STILL COULDN'T ACCEPT THE FACT.

It have been quite some time since i visit my friends' blog and decided to blog hop on some of them who i managed to link till. but it doesn't seems to be at the right time.

everyone posted almost identical content on 1st of June. ;) .

i was laughing in me about my stupidity.

'haha' , the paper was so easy that most of the candidates , knows how to do it but yet you are facing so much difficulties. are you not at the right mind or what. isn't it something hilarious. ?

when people can come to you and say that , 'aiya , you are already taking the 3rd time, there isn't anything to sad about' ha... what a piece of console.

i don't deny that i am putting on a high expectation in myself. because that is how badly i don't wish to retake again. i don't want to be stuck at B when its my third time. !

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GREAT THANKS..

Thanks to my dearest friend for the funny pooh(with a face at his butt) just to cheer me up ^^.. unfortunately, you are contributing to the soft toy population on my bed.. ;D .. they are conquering my territory. !!! ;P ... anyway, thanks to you who will put your hand on my head and shake my head gently just to stop me from daydreaming. because you will think that i'm thinking of stuff again..^^..

THanks to you my partner (for chasing after idols). ^ ^.. HAHA.. thanks for the bear which was named huizhen(by your friend). =.=... how can a bear be named after my name.. -.+.. HAha...

and of cause,

thanks to my girlfriends who laugh with me for all the stupid things that i do and say.

maybe that is also a way to keep myself happy.. ;) ...

how i wish the laughing gas in me will never escape. ;D..

TERRRRRRRRRRRR.........

ORIST........

(TERRORIST)

hohoho... !!!!!!

Thanks to bec who approached me and ask me not to emo~~ ,

when i'm just ..... i also dont know. ;)..

thanks to swee who ask me not to be sad and

the first who question me till the first tear almost fall.. (she is that innocent.)

Thanks to van, who stop all the questioning from others to me because she knows i will breakdown again. ;)..

Thanks to Jo who patt on my back... and i doubt she knows, i almost wanted to hug her for courage to take my 2nd paper.. ;) .. maybe because i think that she knows how it feels to get a B again or a lower grade. i wanted her courage. =) .. she is brave .. ;) ..

and of cause thanks to you, for all the messages..

AND LASTLY,

MUM. !!! THANKS !!!!

for understanding how i feel for that day and you gave me infinity of love , care and concern... every single call you gave me, gave me warmth that day.. though in the end, tears still followed me through my sleep.. ;) ..

is not that you never care about me other then that day, its just that, that particular day is so exceptional. huhu~~ . !!!

AWWWWW~~~~~~~

I FEEL SO BLESSED. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok this is just all the thanks to those who were with me and accompanied me for this few days.. ;) .. i just feel like typing it all out ... ;D.. HAHAHA...

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OF CAUSE !!!!!!!! I KNOW I"M BLESSED. !!!!

but there is still something i'm sad about. !!!!

I MISSED ONE COKE GLASS. THE GREEN ONE. !!!!!

SO , in case if there is anyone who have extras or dont want to collect but you happen to eat mac and have it, CAN YOU BE THE KIND SOUL WHO CAN HELP ME WITH THIS COLLECTION. !!!??????? :( ... I WANT IT BADLY... =X.. its so meaningless and broken with a lost piece ..

2009-06-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

GUILTY CONSCIENCE.

YA. !!! you stop and say stop and say. !!!!!!

CAN STOP IT ANOT. !!! not as if like it will be back again after all the nagging at me. !!!!

I DID ASKED BEFORE I DELETE.. and I DID REGRET DOING SO. !!! how would i know you would need it again. when it was like quite sometimes back already. and i deleted it like just two weeks ago. =.= ..

NOW YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL GUILTY BECAUSE OF THAT. !!!

what you want me to do.? die and let you see.. !!!!

i really didnt want to be angry, because i am blaming myself now. !! but your continueious nagging makes me feel bad and i cant resist myself to get fustrated!!! ...

......

ok i'm going to leave the house very soon, dont know whether is it to escape from reality or is it escaping from the nagging.. =.= ...

2009-05-29T02:10:00.000-07:00

How desperate i want it to be when i receive it at Jan. ?

yes i am desperate , very desperate to achieve it.

but am i puting in sufficient effort ?

or am i just creating irony.

it seems like its more of the latter.

want it but not doing it. =.=

Chua Hui Zhen are you lack of motivation.?

if you are really lack of it, PLEASE OPEN UP YOUR PROGRESS BOOK AND DO SOME REFLECTION.. !!! How badly your results have dropped. from sec1 till now. !!

you are so gonna disappoint those who have always been giving you moral support. !!

and you should know who you will disappoint most. !!

who you want to prove to when he/she starts with all the comparison.

and who you want to do him/her proud.

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... porridge for me for the whole day. ~.~ ..

can you leave me alone. !! dont you know that i hate you to the max. you make me suffer for the past three days. !! i hate you, you make me skip school, you make me waste my time sleeping just to let myself feel better. ~.~ .. @#$%@#@$%%@#....

plain porridge doesnt taste good. =X..

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haha, my post have been quite wordy for the past few days. guess because i'm using lappy and there isn't any photos here for me to post. ;D..

ok, shall end here....

PS: FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, BEING CHEATED BY A 71 YEARS OLD UNCLE. =.= ...

OUCH~~~ .. LOL.

2009-05-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

HAVE TO BE BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN TOMORROW. !!!!

aiix. i'm so reluctant to return back to school. why weekends always passed

so quickly. i haven't got a chance to have sufficient sleep yet. ~.~.

in fact, i'm actually regretting now, for not spending my weekend wisely. Basically was out on both days and my plan to do my work was such a big failure. =X.

Went to school for art lesson last saturday and it ended quite early, but i was quite sad that i was taught on the skills that i want to learn though i was promised to be taught on.. took a nap in the afternoon and went out to get my num bag. !!!! ;D.. HAHA.. and I've got it. !!! ^ ^ .. Fortunately, that was the last piece as it was a limited edition bag. *JOY JOY* .. was too happy till i forgot about going to harris to get some stationaries. =.=.

After our chit chat time, we went to crumpler shop. ok that was my first visit to a crumpler shop. =X. and i just remember that i want the crumpler sling bag. Haha, of cause i didn't forgot that i was holding on to the nun bag which cost $129 and the crumplerbag is $98. =.= .. so its quite obvious that i couldn't get any more bags.. ~.~ ..

today, suppose to start on my homework after my work, but i spent the whole day in store. =.= ..

maybe only today, i managed to get along quite well with you. Haha.. ;D.. not a bad guy actually, but still not good. ok whatexactly am i trying to say. lol!.

My HAnd is hurting me. !!! its like 'spreading' to other parts of my hand. ~.~.. HAha.. or maybe because i've got weak bones or should i admit that i dont have a good health. =X.. haha..

ok, im super tired already. !!

PS: I"VE BOUGHT PILI MIT at the price of $24.90. !!!! ;D..

ok la, maybe for now that is the lowest price i can get,because most of the places are selling it at the price of $29.90 . ;D. =) ..

ok nights.. *YAWN* ...

2009-05-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hey Girls !!

ITS

.................................

SWEETS~~ !!!!!^^ ....

It Brighten up our day. ;D..

Firstly, Jo just reminded me about 010609. !!!! *ROAR* ..

it was totally out of my mind . !!!

GOSH!!

Haha.. i was already looking forward to the upcoming June Holiday and forgetting about my MT O'lvl exam. !! how lousy my memory can be . ~.~ ..

Today is marking day, which means that there isn't a need to attand school.

However, i was back in school for art. and and and ... we saw this drawing which we think that it looks like ............................

CHEBONG. !!! (arrow down) .. HAHA!!!!

hope he don't visit my blog , though i think its fine.. ^ ^ he isnt that petty. ;D. .

anyway, art student JIA YOU. !!! we can complete in time. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^ ^...

PHOTOS. !! ok , just some random photos which i was lazy to post last time. ;D.. (arrow down)
As for now, its just meant for entertainment. ;D

rushing for MYE art.. ~.~ .. (photo taken from jo's blog. =) opps, sorry took it without her permission. HAHa.. ;D )

EXAM.~~

opps, there is someone behind. HAHa...

从前的你每天都嫌不够吃，但现在

每天为你准备的饭菜似乎没动过一样。

浪费事物是一回事，

有点不习惯的是，当你说你每胃口时，

我还觉得有点不对竟。

BLESS YOU. !

一却都会没事的

只是你的抵抗力太衰落而以。

有我在，一却都会没事的。！！

^ ^.. Haha...

LOVES~~

2009-05-13T13:17:00.000-07:00

MYE.... PREP..... PRELIM.... O"LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!

and of cause i'm very worried for my art.. =( ..

ok finally i'm back blogging.. ^^ ..

I've got no choice but to create another blog and decided to use back the same link so that there isn't a need to relink. ~.~ troublesome.... ;D..

DRAMA . !!! i can't stop watching drama. save me. !!

刚开始，我还有点不习惯，但现在一个人过的时间似乎过得还忙快的。

你们要回来了。！！！哈哈..

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我很想对你说声对不起。我忽略了你，可能我已习惯一个人的生活。

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你的老实让我发现了你一直对我的期望.

一个在表面上所看不出的. 可能就连我都没发现道的一种在乎.

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信任

我不否认我曾经深深地投入那段友情.

我现在只是缺乏了勇气.

对不起.