i'm like quite demoralise by things happening.

i put in so much effort in it and yet i was given a good opportunity only when i cannot afford to accept it. and yet those who have always been disobeying the rules and eveything, are moving up.

isn't the world an unfair world. ?

to be honest, i thought of giving up though i dont wish to...

but i am just simply demoralise by it. >.< ...

i am alright with my status now, i dont have to be like them though i was being asked to, but its just because sometimes the way others do things, will make you feel as if you dont have the ability to do so. In fact they was just judging it by the status but not a person's ability.