How desperate i want it to be when i receive it at Jan. ?

yes i am desperate , very desperate to achieve it.

but am i puting in sufficient effort ?

or am i just creating irony.

it seems like its more of the latter.

want it but not doing it. =.=

Chua Hui Zhen are you lack of motivation.?

if you are really lack of it, PLEASE OPEN UP YOUR PROGRESS BOOK AND DO SOME REFLECTION.. !!! How badly your results have dropped. from sec1 till now. !!

you are so gonna disappoint those who have always been giving you moral support. !!

and you should know who you will disappoint most. !!

who you want to prove to when he/she starts with all the comparison.

and who you want to do him/her proud.

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... porridge for me for the whole day. ~.~ ..

can you leave me alone. !! dont you know that i hate you to the max. you make me suffer for the past three days. !! i hate you, you make me skip school, you make me waste my time sleeping just to let myself feel better. ~.~ .. @#$%@#@$%%@#....

plain porridge doesnt taste good. =X..

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haha, my post have been quite wordy for the past few days. guess because i'm using lappy and there isn't any photos here for me to post. ;D..

ok, shall end here....

PS: FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, BEING CHEATED BY A 71 YEARS OLD UNCLE. =.= ...

OUCH~~~ .. LOL.